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Understanding Recovery
I write about recovery, addiction, and rebuilding a life from scratch, from both street level and scientific – neurobiology, neurochemistry, human anatomy – perspective.
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Newsletter Launched!
I finally decided to start a newsletter for the readers who want the kind of writing that doesn’t always fit into articles or short posts — the personal, raw pieces that I only send to people who truly want to read them. If you’re one of them, subscribe.
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Two Years Clean - The Start of Something New
Two years without a single psychoactive substance in my blood or in my brain. Two years of letting my neurotransmitters try to reset themselves...
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The Story Of My Recovery – From Weed to the Street – Part 2
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Part Two of my recovery story — from Dolargan and weed to homelessness, crack, and finally two years clean.
Content warning: addiction, self-harm, suicide attempt, homelessness, sex.
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The Story Of My Recovery – Who Am I? – Part 1
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Part One of the story of my addiction. I described it exactly as it was. I extracted everything that contributed to me becoming a junkie. You can judge me.
Content warning: addiction, self-harm, suicide attempt, homelessness, sex.
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Thoughts on the role of education in addiction prevention and harm reduction
Inside the political circus of the brain: dopamine lobbies, neurotransmitter parties, and the silent mechanism of addiction nobody teaches — but everyone should know.